Saturday, November 3, 2012
Just like any other guy
That's a feeling I experience more and more.
Before coming out and having contact with other gay guys, I pretty much hid a lot of things to other people. I didn't express myself as much as the other guys when came time to talk about what we like.
Any other guy comfortable in his skin will proudly express his feelings when comes time to talk about what turns him on, what girl / guy he likes etc....
That is something I have been learning to do and I must say that I enjoy it.
Expressing myself on my blog, interacting with my readers, making friends with other bloggers, getting involved in a gay chat room, going to LGBT meetings.... These are all positive things that allow me to express who I am and feel like any other guy.
I feel normal!! I like to think that I am different from the others, but it also feels nice to think that I'm also just like any other guy.
The other day, we were in a party (the one depicted in "Refriending") and Jess said that every guy, because thay have a dick, always think about sex. Jack turned to me and said: "Do you always think about sex JF ?" (It is not a topic I talk alot about!!). My answer was: "Yes! Of course" If I had been less drunk, my mind would also have made me say: "It's not because I don't talk about it that I don't think about it!" I guess even my friends think that I'm not like any other guy, but surely this will change in the future!!!