Monday, January 28, 2013
The week of "abstinence"
After the 3rd date which happened 2 Sunday's ago, began the week of abstinence!! After what had happened on the 3rd date, I really needed to take a few steps back.
All in all, it was not so much abstinence cause even if we didn't see each other in person, we still chatted on Skype every night!! Somehow I realized that my own behavior had changed. And also the way we were interacting with each other was really good. I felt more at ease with him. Not that I was not myself with him before that, but I really felt less pressure to find love with him and I felt more free.
I also caught myself having naughty thoughts about him. I felt like I wanted to be closer to him, but I was cautious trying not to mix physical attraction to emotional attraction.
After a few days, I realized that maybe, if we (I) gave it a chance, it could work. I felt that with the more relaxed attitude I had, without the pressure of trying to know if it would work or not, we could get to know each other more and maybe in the long run it could work.
I didn't tell him right away, cause I wanted to complete our "abstinence week" before telling him. So I planned on telling him the news of how I now felt during the upcoming date which was last Friday night.