Saturday, January 26, 2013
To kiss or not to kiss??
I suppose I puzzle a lot of persons about that question by reading your comments!!
I have to admit that I am surprised at how complicated I am!!
As I have said, kissing is something that I find really sexy and it is something that I am looking forward to do. However, I have not felt the desire to kiss Flyman just yet. He has kissed me, but I haven't. And I have told him not to kiss my mouth. He cheated once haha!! I forgive him!
I know that I can let myself go a bit and I have done that on other aspects of our "relationship". But I am blocked about kissing. During the 3rd date, after I had told him that I didn't hink it would click, he offered me to "teach me tricks". I declined the offer!
I think I'm more open than before about kissing even if I don't have strong feelings for him. But, I want it to happen naturally. I just don't want it to happen because one of us has rationnally decided that it was the moment. I want it to go with the flow, like for the cuddling and touching that we've enjoyed so far. Once again, he is very respectful about that, even if he cheated once!
I'm really curious to know when things will unblock for me!!