My lil big gay bro at the rescue

I ended up not sending my letter to J.  After writing it and posting it here, I decided to wait a bit.  Then I got the chance to talk to my lil big gay bro for the first time in a long while and he made me realize a few things.  I do not wish to share the content of our discussion at the moment, I don't know if I ever will.  But in the end, I would say that he made me realize a few things and I felt so much better.  I had a huge smile and I was so happy to have talked to him.  Sending the letter had become useless so I didn't send it.