Friday, July 27, 2012
Someone's got a good gaydar...
I took a walk with my friend Janice yesterday night and I came out to her. She didn't believe that I was gay. I had to confirm it a few times. Now here's the interesting part. She told me that her brother, who happens to be gay, had told her that he was pretty sure that I was gay. She told him that no, I was very straight, that I was not gay at all. But, he still had his doubts.
So now I'm curious... what did I do to make him think I was gay ?? He's the first person I know of who thought that. But more importantly: why was Janice so sure that I was so straight?? What did I do for her to evaluate me and be sure I was straight ?? I'll have to ask both of them that's for sure.
I feel a bit "ashamed" to be happy to know that she was so sure I was not gay. I have never given importance to be straight-acting or gay-acting. So why do I give it some importance now? I feel like I'm playing the stereotype game and I don't like that.
I'm also looking forward to talk to Jack again about my homosexuality, since our conversation was cut short the last time. I think we will both learn a few things when we talk about it.