Back to where I left the story!!
So we quickly decided to go to bed. But sleep was not yet on the agenda. I felt ready and comfortable enough to go further than where we had been during previous dates. We quickly got naked and I saw and did many things for the first time in my life.
We got more sexual than ever, but I was soon hit by a small problem: I couldn't keep my little buddy awake for too long. (this is frankly hard to put on the internets!!) Of the 4 times we started being sexual until noon the next day, only once could my little buddy keep it up. It was a big concern for me and luckily Flyman was conforting and said that he had difficulties too on his first times.
Later on Saturday, when I was back home, I logged in the chat room and got to talk with 3 of my friends there and all were reassuring that I have nothing to worry about. They said it's normal to have a few difficulties for the first time being more sexual with a guy and I probably had too much going on in my hand and was probably too self-conscious.
That was a huge relief!!
NB. Sorry if the story is short, but it was a week ago and I don't remember everything anymore. Also I don't feel the need to be more specific about our sexual activities.
It has to be amazing to look back at your first posts and realize that all the hard work of self-discovery and coming out have paid off. Now you're starting the fun part of your journey. I'm really happy for you.
ReplyDeleteSo, there IS chemistry! Do we get to hear what makes this Flyman adorable?
Hopefully, just the experience of getting naked together and exploring each other's bodies was good for you. As for the rest, you'll figure it out. As everyone's telling you, it's probably just nerves or something. My first boyfriend went through that when we were together, too.
ReplyDeleteOh, I wouldn't worry about that problems, JF, it'll go away when you're more comfortable and less nervous. I think you like this Flyman more than you think you do. Very sweet, glad things are going well.
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I've been lots of inexperienced young guys who had exactly the same thing happen. It resolved itself pretty quickly on our second or third encounter as they were able to relax and become more comfortable with the idea of being with a man.
ReplyDeleteThanks Colorful, Shell and Buddy Bear! It's very appreciated!
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